Things just don't stop happening

 Ended up losing my shit on my boyfriend after yet another not responding to me for days incident. We are now on a break, whatever that means, but it took a lot to get him to even believe me and not try to gaslight me. Ah well, so it goes. Relationships are so hard. Well, they shouldn't be, but they are. I'm only 21 so I got plenty of time but man it's still depressing. Plus I'll break my 3 for 3 of dating British people (used to live in the UK).

 Reading break just ended, and I was so focused on my Biology report and some math work that I totally neglected Chemistry. After I got home from class today I locked in and did a whole bunch of the practice questions, and will do them again tomorrow evening. I'm really enjoying organic chemistry; if the epidemiology thing doesn't work out maybe I'll do organic chemistry lol. Good thing I'm doing high school upgrading, so it's a bit of an easier environment to adjust to being back to school and then preparing for university this fall.

 My social life is interesting as always. We've been discussing a lot in our group chat about the recent incelification of society and the effects it's having on teenager. They're only a few years younger than us at this point but it seems to have hit hard and fast. My friend said that he heard some high school boys talking about "roasties" on the bus. Gross. Maybe it's just irony, but it's still poisonous and effects how they think about women. I remember back in like 2019 when I only saw that shit on r/inceltears. How times have changed.

 In more cheerful friendship news, we're getting together for a dinner and then getting high and watching bad movies later this week. Now that's what life is really about. I also haven't used just weed in years. I rarely use it (I'm more of an alcohol type of guy) and when I do it's usually to save a few bucks on drinks out. I'm broke man what else can I do?

 I'm gonna start adding my latest song obsession into these, because I think it's fun. This week is Hollow by Mayday Parade. The way he sings "hollow, hollow, hollow" just tickles my brain.

Hollow — Mayday Parade

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