Second blog post

I may have gotten a little busy and forgor. Well here I am back on my bullshit. It's been a busy few weeks, what with college and work and my real life. Been getting out a lot more which I think is good for me. Doing well in my classes, although my Bio labmates are frustrating sometimes. My Chem (MCR REFERENCE???) labmate is great though, shout out to her.

Been thinking more about the depressing state of the internet. I still doomscroll more than I'd like, but at least I generally keep it to Reddit where I have to read a lot more. So much AI slop content, how long will the Internet last before it becomes a complete wasteland of ads and AI and propaganda and slop? It's already mostly there but there's still some good.

Real life has generally been excellent. I've been getting involved in local transit groups, seeing my friends multiple times a week - skating and pub nights and movie nights and such, and seriously considering my future. I've been figuring out how much my bachelor's and master's are gonna cost me ($50k, well worth it imo), and of course lots of schoolwork.

My love life is interesting. I know I need to break up with my boyfriend but I don't want to so I'm waiting til the term ends to deal with the heartbreak. We met when I lived abroad, and now we're long distance again and he's really not keeping it up. He's a NEET, barely reads my messages and I wouldn't mind if he was doing stuff in his real life but he isn't, all he does is game. I don't want to leave him, I want him to be better, but I know he won't change and I can't just wait around forever for him to suddenly wake up motivated one day.